Last night when I was in bed I started thinking about all the things I didn’t want to think about. I decided to make mental list of the things I didn’t want to think about. This was the list.
The Bachelor. (I hate that stupid show. I wish I had never watched it.)
Issues at work.
The mistakes the pairs made in figure skating.
My messy house.
What time Miriam was going to wake me up.
The two little girls in Utah who died of pesticide poisoning.
That I should have gone to bed an hour ago.
How much chocolate I ate tonight.
How much I ate tonight in general.
The young man in Boise who killed his 8 month old baby and then himself.
If I had any clean clothes.
When I was going to go to the grocery store.
Luckily I fell asleep before I had the chance to really think about any of the things I didn’t want to think about.
Only one more night of being alone with my thoughts.